im without you :(

please don't tell me not to cry . please don't say there was reason why . 

you don't know what i am feeling or how much i hurt .
the wet spots are from tears the coller of the shirt . 

you think i should go on with life . forget  about it and be strong . 

but deep down i am sad and i don't want to go along . i don't expect you to understand why . 

for no apparent reason i break down and start to cry . 

my life has changed over . you see and that is why i am not acting like the same old me . 

so please don't act like nothing happened because it's changed my life forever .

i will never be the same again . not today , not tomorrow
but never . 

the best thing  you can do for me is just be there . just like always my dear . 

my broken heart is hurting bad and
it will never mend !